Hmmm..
It's been a while since my last post about stuff.
Well, alot has happen from the Bad to good, from the bad to worst.
I don't think i'm so free to taip it all out.
Okay, in life you can find many sorts of friends.
It's either they stays with you forever or just for a while.
That's all. I got no time to be emo about this.
Anyway here are some pictures due to my boredom
Look at our lips. And man i look ugly.
I know. Who cannot resist my lips right.
And this is what happen when you're one of my besfriends.
Well, since my pc is an old pc it tends to be soooo slow.
So, i'll post more morro.
Today. I don't even wanna start.
Okay, woke up at 730 in the morning went to Taman Rahsna and waited like 4 hours to wait for my turn.Argh.
Anyways, today was all family.
I missed Birthday Bash. Had dinner with the whole family, Bitched talk, laugh like mad and etc etc.
Sound so boring. But this is the kind of life that i want.
But then, of course not everyday.
I'm so frustrated with him.
He's broke and still going for holidays.
He's broke and still living like a rich man.
He's broke and still thinks that he's rich. Atleast that's what i think he thinks.
I can't be a brat like i used to anymore.
I can't have fancy stuff like i used to.
I can't spent like a whore anymore.
I can't do whatever i want whenever i want anymore.
I. i, i. I sound so sellfish.
Okay i'm so bored now. haha.
Bye
Well i guess this is not the right time to blog about what is going through my mind.
It's very frustrating when someone you love/care whatever so much is gonna soon leave you.
That's what happening now.
I fell the lost and emptyness.
If you're reading this and you think is you PLEASE don't do this and please don't leave us.
We really really do care.
And i seriously don't get it. WHY?
Anyways, there'a alot of things i want to blog about.
Happy things and sad things. Seriously shitty month. Why is god torturing me?
Okay lets talk about today.
Well for starters Janus didn't tell me he wasn't entering class, so i was alone.
Seriously, why every single time i wear Tudung she just won't enter the class. Seriously i have to stop saying seriously. It is very membengangkan.
After that, i skipped tuition and hang out with Izzat.
Went to Kimberly's place and then go mamak with Tee Liang and Damien. Again.
We lepak at the park till 10pm then i chowed.
Went back home, was half asleep and my phone cannot stop ringging. Damn you ppl.
And i'm seriously jealouse with Tommy. He got a fucking PSP for his 15th birthday. How lucky.
Well atleast i got my Ipod Nano as a gift without any occassion to celebrate. I'm lucky too. LOL
I'm at Autumn again.
Waiting for Izzat to bath and come fetch me to BBK. What a boyfriend right, i know.
Anyways, life hasn't been so good lately. Not just me, to most of the people i know.
Kimberly's dad passed away last Friday.
It happen when we were on our way to Sunway. I'm so sorry for her lost.
Atleast Tee Liang and I was there to cheer her up. Stay stronge okay babe.
Not just that, this whole two weeks has been treating her like a bitch.
Okay, i so can't wait for tonight. Movie Marathon with PKAFM at Kimberly's house. Well most of them.
Michy can't make it. It's okay, next time babe?
We planed to watch Saw 1-3 but we can't find Saw 3.
We posponed it to 11pm since Kimberly got dance practice. So, i'll be chilling with Izzat for a while.
Izzat and I get along very well lately. We havent fight for like a week i think. I'm really happy about that and i hope it stay's that way though.
Today was not so quite fun. Haha
I went to the driving school and sat for my Undang-Undang Ceramah.
I was controlling myself not to fall asleep at the end i did.
The test is on next week. Wish me luck.
Autumn aircon is so gonna kill me. It is so cold i can't feel my fingers while typing.
Izzat better come soon or i'll shoot him.
Okay, i was checking out purplemascara and i found this post about KEDS .
OMFG i straight away fell in love with it.
Although it's kinda looks like Topshop's but their prints is much more way adorable.
Here are some picture's
Cute innit? There'a a store in Malaysia if i'm not mistaken. I'm so gonna get my hands on em'
For now bye bye.
Everyone has their own limit.
In lying, trust, anger, anything. It always has a limit. Don't you think?
Well, i got this " Friend " who dosen't have one. Atleast that's what i think.
He is a jerk who takes sympathy on people. Okay who dosen't do that but still the way and reason he does it makes me so angry i can shoot someone.
Anyways, he don't appriciates what his friends do/help for him.
Like for example this fella wants to borrow money because he's tight and a important occasion is coming and the fella will feel so sucky is he didn't do anything for that occasion.
So, as a friend I borrowed the fella some money. Eventhough it's not alot amount of cash.
After that, I found out that he didn't even do anything for that occasion and he didn't even return back the money or something.
What will you feel if you're in that my shoes? And plus he didn't pay back untill now and even lied that he already bank in the money when it's very obvious he didn't. And even gave stupid excuses that banks will not do.Arguh..
And i'm not the first. There's many more. Seriously why do people want to be friends with him?
Okay, let me go back to limits. He don't just borrow money. He lies too. Very "Kaulat" indeed. Listen to his lies can die man.
First, got whack then sickness then going to collage(which he still haven't) and bla bla bla...(See what i mean)
I seriously don't get it dude. Why have to lie about things that you wouldn't do right? How stupid man you.
" Now Just Watch Me Fools "
Everyone is looking at you, but you're the fool,Fool.
And another thing i really hope you read this if you even borrow money to pay rent might as well you don't rent in the first place right. Seriously weh how stupid can you be dude.
Gah, i really need to play counter strike now or i'll die here at home.
What will you do for someone you love?
What will you risk?
What will it take for you to realise that someone you love is now gone?
Although he's still with me somehow i feel so empty.
As if hes not here/mine.
I want him to be mine everyday till i day.I sound so sellfish.
Well that's how i want things to be.
If i just can tell him how i feel now.
If i just can tell the whole world how much i love him.
If i just can stay with him forever without them.How i wish.
By the way,my Mom is gonna sumpliment me one of her credit cards as soon as my birthday reaches. Wahaha
You know this?
Yes, i finnaly got the chance to blog (so mich don't mara d)
Well Floor Combat was like two weeks ago. I think.
And this is the fun part Izzat got number two!
He won a brand new handphone and got to go to Singapore for the Floor Combat.
Fully sponsored. He don't need to bring a single cent. Transports, food, hotels, everything is sponsored.
Well, i'm abit jealouse. He got the phone i want.
Anyways, he's going on March. I think.lol
CHMFA
That's her bloddy name.
Who? I won't tell. But i guess she'll know when she read this post. I hope she does.
Anyways, i got so bloddy pist when my friends told me what she did.
I wasn't this pist when she go rum-rum on my friends the other day.
Well, i got this bunch of friend's whom we started to grew close by days and decided to build a crew.
Not a dance crew. We even made t-shirts with different quote on it since one of us are leaving.
So, some of my friends are friends with CHMFA
I don't know much about her but from what i heard and see copycat-ing is like her job or something like that
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Anyways, she decided to bulid a crew too.
What made me so pist is of all names in the world why do she have to choose a name that is so fucking similar to mine. Like hello where is your originality. Don't tell me you're gonna make t-shirts and stuff. I'll be a major bitch my then.
Okay, let's cut the bitching session.
It's CNY and i haven't go collect ang pau's
Nevermind, Kimberly said double for me. She better make sure.
I'll make sure Michelle, Tee liang and Damien do the same.
